what to do with myself...

So I have no idea what to do with myself now that my friend Michelle and her daughter, Chloe, are back in South Carolina, and not here at my house. It really sucks that I only get to see them like twice a year. It really sucks, because I can talk to her so much easier then I can talk to my other friends, because she has gone through a lot of the same stuff as me...

So I bawled my eyes out when I said good-bye to her and Chloe. The lady that was checking her bag and everything gave us a gate pass so we can bring her through and help her get settled... which means I had to go through security and get my bag scanned and the whole time it's going through the x-ray thing I'm thinking I hope I don't have anything in there I'm not suppose to have...

I don't even know what to say now, I'm just really sad that she is gone... but I know I will be visiting her in January so that's 6 months away...

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